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Self-Love, Resilience, and Being True to Who You Are (Even When It’s Really Bloody Hard)

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Some days, I flirt with Gabor Maté. Other days, I crawl right back into the arms of Brene Brown like the emotionally exhausted, overthinking CEO I am.

Today is a Brene day.

I’ve been reflecting on something she said, something that hits especially hard when you’re building something people don’t understand. Or worse, don’t want to understand.

“If you are not in the arena getting your ass kicked on occasion, I am not interested in or open to your feedback… There are a million cheap seats in the world today filled with people who will never be brave with their own lives, but will spend every ounce of energy they have hurling advice and judgement at those of us trying to dare greatly.”

Amen.

If you work in the adult industry, or advocate for those who do, you’ll know exactly what I mean. Everyone seems to have an opinion, especially those with no skin in the game. They’re not the ones in the arena. They’re not building services, holding hands through breakdowns, fighting stigma, or dealing with burnout and bureaucracy. But they’ll still loudly let you know how you should be doing it.

And it’s easy to let that noise get in. Some of it is clever. Some of it sounds almost like concern. Some of it hits a little too close to an insecurity you’re already wrestling with at 2am. And suddenly, you’re not sure if you’re a fraud or just tired.

But here’s what I’ve learned – self-love isn’t fluffy. It’s not always bubble baths and mantras. Often, it’s raw, gritty, painful work. It’s setting boundaries that make people uncomfortable. It’s deciding who gets a say in your life.

Brene has another quote I come back to often, she tells us to take a 1×1 inch piece of paper and write down the names of the people whose opinions truly matter. Not because they always agree with you, but because they love you enough to tell you the truth and hold space for your growth. That list is sacred. Everyone else? Cheap seats.

When I started Pineapple Support, plenty of people said it wouldn’t work. “Nobody will fund it.” “Too risky.” “Too controversial.”

But those who knew me, really knew me, didn’t doubt it for a second. Because they understood the passion, the sleepless nights, the desperate need for this work to exist. They saw how deeply I cared, and how stubborn I can be when something matters.

It’s still hard. We support thousands of creators, but I still wish we could do more. I still take it personally when we can’t help everyone. I still lie awake some nights thinking of ways to reach those who are struggling silently. I still get overwhelmed by the weight of it all, and I still keep showing up.

Because I know what we do matters. And I know that the only way to build something meaningful is to be relentlessly authentic, even when it’s painful. Even when it means being misunderstood, judged, or dismissed.

If you’re in the adult industry, chances are you’ve felt the sting of judgment too. People love to make assumptions. They think they know your life, your reasons, your worth, without ever knowing you. But unless they’ve walked in your shoes (or stilettos) they don’t get a vote.

You are not here to make everyone comfortable. You are here to be brave with your life. That takes self-love. That takes resilience. That takes an unshakable belief in your purpose, even when others can’t see it yet.

So here’s your permission slip, from me, from Brene, from the inner voice you sometimes forget to listen to: you don’t have to explain yourself to people committed to misunderstanding you. You don’t owe your story to anyone who wouldn’t hold it with care.

Keep showing up. Keep being you. Keep doing the work – messy, complicated, brave, beautiful work.

And if you need to, come sit with me. We’ll cry, laugh, maybe quote a little Gabor, and definitely write some fierce truths on very small pieces of paper.

(featured photograph with Christina Carter, the day we launched Pineapple Support at EXXXOTICA Denver in April 2018)

with love and pineapple hugs,

Leya

March 20th – International Day of Happiness!

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Boundaries, Balance & Self Care as a Sex Worker

Boundaries, balance, and self-care are interconnected pillars that support mental, emotional, and physical well-being, ultimately contributing to a greater sense of happiness and fulfillment in life.

Establishing and maintaining boundaries can prevent burnout, reduce stress, and enhance self-esteem, leading to better mental health; achieving balance in various life domains allows us to pursue our passions, nurture relationships, and attend to our needs effectively; and practicing self-care reinforces feelings of self-worth and self-compassion. When we prioritize our well-being, we send a message to ourselves that we are deserving of care and attention, which can boost self-esteem and contribute to a more fulfilling and satisfying life.

Here’s Emma from Imperfectly you to explain how boundaries, balance and self care as an adult industry professional can lead to a greater sense of happiness!

 

Your Affirmation :

‘I set boundaries with myself and those around me, this is an act of self care’

At Imperfectly You, we know that as self employed sex workers our schedules don’t adhere to the conventional 9 – 5 grind. It’s a reality that demands a flexible approach including setting boundaries that cater to our individual needs.

Your workday might involve meeting clients, creating content, or performing in front of a camera—possibly all three! Each day in this profession is unique, and no two days for an Adult Performer are alike.

Aside from our work, we also have other interests. To the shock of some clients, we have roles, responsibilities and endeavours that don’t involve being sexy 24/7. We are multifaceted human beings after all 🙂

With that being said, balancing it all can become a bit of a juggling act and sometimes our working hours start to encroach upon our personal time. Our days may roll into one with your ‘switch off’ button nowhere to be found. This overlap can result in a decrease of productivity & enjoyment within both our work and personal life. For some this results in a lack of motivation and can be the dreaded path to burnout.

If you’re aiming to reshape your workdays to prioritise personal time and want to feel energised doing the work that you do then this exercise is for you…

Adult Work:

  • Break down your adult work into activities – client sessions / content creation / camming / editing clips / marketing, etc.
  • How many hours would you like to spend on each activity per day / week without this taking a toll on your well-being?
  • How much energy do these activities require?

Personal Time:

  • What activities are included in your personal time? -socializing / time with family / cooking / chilling / working out etc.
  • Prioritise – what activities are your non-negotiables? – reading your morning paper with a coffee (be as specific as you like)
  • What activities give you energy?
  • What activities relax you?
  • What are you not doing that you would like to do?


Examine your current schedule

Track your week to establish how you’re spending your time. Identify likes and dislikes in your daily routine. Take note of your energy and enthusiasm with each activity throughout the day. Are you a morning person or do you get a lease of life later in the afternoon?

 

What is your ideal day?

Given your current situation, what would a ‘balanced’ day look like for you? Feel free to close your eyes and really imagine what this would be like from the moment you wake up. How are you feeling within your body & mind?

You should now have an idea of things you’d perhaps like to change or improve to create more harmony throughout your day. Before you start to devise a new plan, here are some things to consider

 

A routine  

As highlighted earlier, our work doesn’t follow the typical 9-to-5 structure, yet establishing some sort of routine where we can does have its advantages. While we may say yes to last-minute requests if the money is particularly good, is it possible to designate specific hours each day for uninterrupted activities? For instance, if you’d like to commit to a 2-hour cam session daily, when can you realistically set aside this time? Finding these pockets of dedicated time amidst the fluidity of our days can be so beneficial.


Consider energy givers / takers

Think about the parts of your work or personal life that uplift you and those that drain your energy. Can you arrange an ‘energy-giving’ activity before a task that tends to deplete your energy? For eg, this may look like going to the gym before creating content or working with a client. Identify the times of day when your energy peaks, perhaps mornings are best for diving into marketing strategies, and afternoons suit more physical activities. Consider structuring your day to end with a relaxing activity, aiding in unwinding and transitioning into a state of ’switching off’ a few hours before bed.

Swallow the frog 

Tackle the toughest task first – whatever you tend to delay or avoid, prioritise it at the start of your day. Completing this task right away sets a tone of accomplishment, making the rest of your day feel smoother and more manageable. Starting with the most challenging task can uplift you from the get-go.

 

Set realistic goals

This advice is frequently repeated, yet implementing it is often more challenging than it sounds. When you’ve broken down your goal and still find yourself overwhelmed, consider setting micro-goals. Even if it means jotting down a simple 5-minute task like ‘take a shower,’ breaking it into smaller steps can make progress more achievable.


Focus on the next hour only

At times, our schedules and to-do lists can become overwhelming, hindering our progress. When you find yourself unable to move forward due to a barrage of thoughts, consider shifting your focus to the upcoming hour only. For eg – this next hour is for taking photos for content and set a new goal after each hour. These adjustments are here to empower you, not create more stress.

 

Put time limits on your tasks

Do you tend to persist until the task is done, even if it means working late into the night? Consider using a timer and adhering strictly to allocated time frames for specific activities. Self-discipline encompasses knowing when to pause just as much as it involves knowing when to work.


Protect your time

Give yourself the best chance of success by eliminating any distractions to the activity you want to achieve or enjoy. For eg, This might involve turning off your work phone when spending time with family or communicating to friends that you’ll be unavailable during specific dedicated hours. Guarding your time this way maximises your chances for quality rest & better productivity.

 

Going forwards

Now it’s time to consider what adjustments you might like to make to your upcoming week! You may have uncovered an activity that you really love to do that you haven’t been making time for. Well now is your chance.

Things to note: Avoid making too many major changes at once; try implementing one adjustment at a time and gauge its impact.

If a particular change to your schedule works well, consider incorporating additional changes gradually. Remember, achieving balance isn’t a one-time event—it’s an ongoing journey. As situations evolve, it’s valuable to periodically reassess when things feel a bit ‘off.’ Embrace this process of self-reflection to cultivate a more fulfilling and harmonious work-life balance.

If you’d like support managing your work flow and creating more time for you, you can book a free call with me here.

If you feel like you need mental health support, you can apply for subsidized therapy with Pineapple Support here.

 

Wishing you an energised and prosperous week!

 

Pineapple Support To Host One-Day Wellness Event – Safety, Stability, and Self-Love

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Pineapple Support, the adult industry’s leading mental health non-profit, will host a one-day wellness event focused on safety, stability, and self-love. The event, sponsored by Sextpanther, Sexyjobs, and Stripchat will take place online on August 24th, from 11AM to 4PM PST.

 

The event will include presentations, classes, and discussions led by Pineapple Support therapists, including:

 

  • “The Art Of Self Pleasure” with Nadège Collot (11AM PST)
  • “Love & Relationships After Trauma” with Devin D’Shae (12PM PST)
  • “Petrified Of Saying No” with Steven Mollura (1PM PST)
  • “The Importance Of Playtime” with Emma Martin at (2PM PST)
  • “Dating Yourself” with Devin D’Shae (3PM PST)

 

“Inspiring healthy relationships with yourself and others comes with challenges, particularly when it comes to intimacy,” says Pineapple Support founder and CEO, Leya Tanit. “Creating a stable personal environment and dealing with life’s uncertainties in an appropriate and effective manner is essential to happiness and fulfilment.”

 

Tanit founded Pineapple Support in 2018, after a string of losses in the adult industry from depression and other mental illnesses. The organization, a qualified 501(c)(3) tax-exempt organization in the United States, has connected over 10,000 adult performers to mental health services, including free and low-cost therapy, counseling, and emotional support.

 

“During this one-day event, we focus on being content with what we have, being comfortable within our lives, and being content with our purpose,” says Tanit. “Through self-love and self-nurturing, Pineapple Support therapists and experts hope to inspire safety and security from within.”

 

The one-day “Safety, Stability & Self Love” wellness event will take place online on August 24th, from 11AM to 4PM PST. For more information about this event and to reserve a place, visit https://pineapplesupport.org/safety-stability-self-love/.

The Importance of Creating a Work-Life Balance

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We can all struggle with our work-life balance, especially if we work from home. There are times when it’s hard to even remember to eat. At other times, we feel like we would rather do the housework than deal with our paid work duties.
It’s easy to find ourselves in a place whereby we no longer even recognise the difference between work and our real life, thus creating an inequality in our work-life balance. The longer it continues, the harder it can be to even acknowledge that there is an issue.
Some people find that taking a break once or twice a year, to go on holiday and recharge the batteries, is enough. However for those working from home and/or running their own business, find it much harder to switch off and rarely go away for complete rest breaks, or holidays.

Creating a work-life balance is essential for maintaining overall well-being and ensuring that both your professional and personal lives are fulfilling. Here are some strategies to help you achieve a better work-life balance:

·         Set clear boundaries
Clearly define your working hours and personal time. Establish boundaries with your employer, colleagues, and clients to ensure that your personal time is respected.

·         Learn to say no
Don’t take on more than you can handle. Be selective about additional commitments and learn to say no to requests that will overwhelm your schedule or compromise your personal time.

·         Plan and organize
Develop effective planning and organizational systems to manage your time efficiently. Use calendars, to-do lists, and productivity tools to prioritize tasks and minimize wasted time.

·         Make time for self-care
Regularly engage in activities that promote relaxation and well-being, such as meditation, exercise, reading, or spending time in nature.

·         Embrace flexibility
Whenever possible, seek flexible work arrangements that allow you to balance work and personal commitments more effectively.

·         Set boundaries with family and friends
Ensure your loved ones understand the importance of your work commitments and the need for undisturbed work hours. Also, communicate the value of your personal time to them.

·         Prioritize and delegate
Identify your most important tasks and focus on them first. Learn to delegate tasks that can be handled by others, whether at work or home, to lighten your workload.

·         Limit distractions
Minimize distractions at work and home to increase productivity and efficiency. This will allow you to get work done faster, leaving more time for your personal life.

·         Unplug from technology
Disconnect from work-related technology during your personal time to reduce stress and create mental space for relaxation.

·         Communicate with your employer and colleagues
If you find yourself overwhelmed with work, discuss your concerns with your employer or team members. They may be able to offer support or make adjustments to your workload.

·         Avoid overcommitting
Be realistic about what you can accomplish in both your professional and personal life. Overcommitting can lead to burnout and impact your overall well-being.

 

Remember that achieving a work-life balance is an ongoing process, and it may require adjustments as your circumstances change. Be patient with yourself and make small changes to gradually create a more balanced and fulfilling life.

Don’t be afraid of asking for help and never feel guilty about scheduling time for yourself. Pineapple offers various types of support for well-being and your mental and physical health. Remember, someone is only a phone call away.

Stay Safe x

Finding Strength in Slow Times: The Unwavering Resilience of Cam Models – The Cam Girl and the Coach

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Emma is an International Life Coach, friend and ally to those working within the adult industries. You can contact her here – www.imperfectly-you.com

 

Sarah’s story – 

I went from making $250 in an hour to $39 in an hour overnight.

In the business of online camming this is just the way the cookie crumbles.

One day you’re smashing your personal targets and the next there’s virtual tumbleweed blowing through your chat room. Not a soul willing to spend any money with you.

You’re doing the exact same thing you usually do, chatting to customers and giving off the energy that your customers usually LOVE.

When I’m experiencing periods of low income, sometimes it’s difficult to not think it’s my fault. Is it something that I’m doing wrong?

This isn’t like a 9 to 5 where if I’m having an off day I show up, do the bare minimum and still get paid the same.

If I don’t show up and give it my all – I don’t get paid, and sometimes even that isn’t enough. This is why I think that resilience is one of the key traits needed to work in this industry.

What can we do to help ourselves be more resilient during times like these?


Thoughts from the Coach – 

The more than likely reality is that things may be slow due to other reasons that are out of your control. The cam website may be sending less traffic your way, it’s a time of the month where customers haven’t been paid yet or there could be public holidays causing your usual customers to be spending time with their families instead of jerking off online.

Whatever the reason you will never truly know, but rest assured I’m 99.9% sure it’s not your fault.

So let’s discuss resilience….the ability to adapt, bounce back and recover from challenges and setbacks.

Resilient people tap into their strengths and support systems to work through problems. How could this apply when camming?

  1. Prioritize self care – When traffic is slow you may feel the need to work every hour under the sun. This can sometimes be at the cost of your physical, mental, and emotional well-being. It’s important to make time for yourself and avoid overworking by setting hours you are comfortable with and being strict with yourself by not working any longer than this. Engaging in activities that recharge you can also help such as exercise, hobbies, relaxation techniques, or spending time with friends/family.
  2. Set Boundaries – When your room is quiet you may be tempted to offer services, roleplays or situations that you wouldn’t usually consider. Although this may be tempting, if it’s not something you’re comfortable with, don’t do it. Determine what you are comfortable with regarding the content, interactions, and level of engagement you are willing to offer. Communicate these boundaries to your viewers and enforce them consistently. 
  3. Adaptability – If it’s slow on stream how else might you make extra income – can you sell content via mass messaging or other platforms? Perhaps you could drop your price per minute and offer much more PG content like dirty talk for only a fraction of the price.
  4. Social Support – https://www.reddit.com/r/CamGirlProblems/ & https://www.wecamgirls.com/ are great places to connect with other cam models. Having access to supportive relationships and resources in the adult industry can provide emotional, practical, and informational support during difficult times. These types of forums are a great place to ask for advice when times may be slow. Most models on these sites are more than happy to help a fellow model.


Remember – you are powerful, adaptive, creative and resilient! Wishing you a profitable week.

Life Coach Emma x

Addiction & Recovery – Boundaries

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Tips and coping strategies from week 2 of the Addiction Recovery workshop with therapist Nicki Line.

Quarantine

If you are having to stay home during this time, the isolation and idleness can be a trigger for mental health problems.  Here are some ideas of emotion focused coping activities you can engage in during this time if you find yourself triggered to engage in an unhealthy coping mechanism, or simply with some time to fill:

  1. Exercise
  2. Write in a journal
  3. Draw
  4. Listen to music
  5. Take a bath
  6. Play with a pet
  7. Spend time in nature (with social distancing!)
  8. Clean the house (or a closet, drawer, or area)
  9. Read a book
  10. Meditate
  11. Use aromatherapy
  12. Facetime a friend
  13.  Cook a meal
  14. Engage in spiritual exercises
  15. Practice breathing exercises
  16. List the things you feel grateful for
  17. Color
  18. Garden
  19. Do yoga
  20. Use progressive muscle relaxation
  21. Give yourself a pep talk
  22. Watch a movie series
  23. Invent a new game
  24. Look at pictures that remind you of the people, places, and things that bring you joy
  25. Take care of your body in a way that makes you feel good (paint your nails, do your hair, put on a face mask)
  26. Use a relaxation app such as Calm
  27. Go for a walk
  28. Use Netflix’s social feature to watch a movie with friends
  29. List your goals for the next month, the next six months, the next year
  30. Call the people you are grateful for and tell them why
  31. Learn a new skill via youtube

 

Resiliency & Coping strategies

Coping skills can lead to resiliency. Coping skills allow us to successfully get through tough or challenging experiences. Each time we have a bad experience, and we successfully get through it unharmed, we learn that we have the ability to face the challenge. Having this happen repeatedly builds resiliency and trust in ourselves. When we confront our triggers, with the help of coping skills rather than avoiding them, we build resiliency as well.

Here is a great resource for building new healthy coping skills:

https://www.therapistaid.com/worksheets/coping-skills-addictions.pdf

 

Here are some resources about resiliency:

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/talking-about-men/201802/three-simple-ways-enhance-mental-health-resilience

https://positivepsychology.com/resilience-activities-exercises/

 

Importance of boundaries

Boundaries are SO important in our lives. They set the stage for healthy relationships of all sorts, including healthy relationships with ourselves. Setting boundaries and maintaining them can be a difficult task so here are some resources on setting and maintaining boundaries in our lives! Remember, setting boundaries and doing what you need to maintain them is not rude or selfish. You are teaching people that you respect yourself, and simply asking them to do the same.

https://www.therapistaid.com/worksheets/healthy-boundaries-tips.pdf

https://www.therapistaid.com/worksheets/setting-boundaries.pdf

 

Locus of Control

External locus of control= People with an external locus of control generally believe that their lives are controlled by outside forces, for example luck, fate, the actions of others, etc. They feel little sense of empowerment to make changes in their lives.

Internal locus of control= People with an internal locus of control feel that they can guide and direct their lives, and feel empowered to make positive changes.

Here are some blogs/  resources about cultivating an internal locus of control:

https://psychcentral.com/blog/cultivating-an-internal-locus-of-control-and-why-its-crucial/

https://www.verywellmind.com/develop-an-internal-locus-of-control-3144943

 

Social Media

We live in a social media driven world, and many of us depend on social media for work. So cutting out social media may not be feasible for all of us. However, what we can do is be more intentional about the way we use social media. This can be another example of setting boundaries. Each of us has the ability to decide and control what types of media we allow into our personal space. We can block, unfollow and mute any media that isn’t serving a positive purpose in our lives via informing us in a factual relevant way, inspiring us or motivating us. We can follow more people that inspire us, build our self esteem, motivate us, make us laugh, and give us some relief from every day life. Try to limit your social media exposure in general, and with the time you do spend on social media, make decisions about what type of media you want to influence your life. If a certain person or page consistently evoked negative emotions in you, take note! Maybe it’s time for an unfollow. This isn’t rude or unfriendly, it’s a form of self respect and asserting your right to control the things that influence you. Set those boundaries!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Links shared in the group:

https://recoverydharma.org/

https://instagram.com/clementinemorrigan?igshid=crmn7r98dotf

https://reason.com/2020/03/18/the-earn-it-act-is-the-new-fosta/

 

Why am I doing this, it’s driving me crazy!

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Jasmine was adopted into a family that she stated treated her well and loved her like their own. She said that nothing bad had happened to her as a child.  Her family always stood by her and treated her with patience and respect, but sometimes she felt like she was a burden to them. She spent a lot of time with her family growing up when her adopted siblings would be out with their friends she would be at home.

She began dating as a teen and found that she would put her boyfriends on a pedestal, holding onto every word they said, writing them letters, making them mixtapes, wanting to talk on the phone all the time. Deep down she worried that she was not good enough for them and would start to be mean to them. “I guess I wanted them to prove that they really liked me.” If they responded in kind she would break up with them and then she would be miserable. “They said I was smothering them. Even my friends would sometimes say that I was too intense or needy.”

“It felt like my world came crashing down with every breakup. I didn’t know why I was doing the things I did. I just knew I was miserable. After that if anyone would show the slightest interest in me I threw myself at them.” She used to date “nice boys,” but they started to shun her so she moved on to a different crowd.

“I got in with the wild kids. The kids that would drink during school and do drugs. It was bad.” When she was in college she passed out at a frat party and was assaulted. “After that I really started to feel like I was no good and life was dangerous, like there was no one I could trust.”

Jasmine managed to stay in school and complete her degree, but she stayed to herself. If she wasn’t in class or working she stayed in her room. “I felt I couldn’t control anything outside of my room and leaving it caused me to have panic attacks.”

Jasmine came to me when she was in her late 20s and she hadn’t dated for almost ten years and she was lonely. She knew that she needed to work on her need for control and to open herself up to other people again. She was scared and feared that she would go back to old patterns.  It took some time for her to feel that she could trust me.

Through our work together Jasmine realized that she had low self-esteem as she could not accept that her birth parents did not want her.  We discussed how she expected people to leave her like her biological parents did and how she often left them before they could leave her. “Thank God I had the stability of my real parents to show me that not everyone would reject me.”

Jasmine began using affirmations to get the negative thoughts out of her head that made her believe people would leave her because there was something wrong with her. It took some time, but today Jennifer reports that she has the friendships that she wants and is dating. “My boundaries have improved as my self-esteem has improved and I don’t feel hurt like I used to.  I know that there are people who love me and I feel good loving them back. I don’t think that I have to make people like me anymore. Oh yeah, and the panic attacks have stopped.”

Not everyone responds as quickly to therapy as Jasmine did, she was very motivated to begin what she called, “My new life.” She worked hard and the progress she saw motivated her to keep going. In what area/s of your life would you like to see some change?  Call me and let’s get started on it!